A ship sailing, hiding from treacherous waters.
A slippery grave that can hold the beams of the moon,
and it shades the darkest of paths.
A ravaged world hidden behind framed wisps of poetry
Deceiving, hiding true colors.
A canvas of flashes of crimson and gold with streaks of electricity.
A burning song echoing against lonely waves.
Twinkle, twinkle little star...
Faded, glimmering eyes
The cold color drawing one in
How I wonder what you are...
Breaths coming in quick gasps
Passing through ruby stained lips
Up above the world so high...
Porcelain skin so numb
Every sense so blurred
Like a diamond in the sky...
A display for all to see
Haunting whispers floating about
Twinkle, twinkle little star...
Whole existance trapped
Soul locked inside far away
How I wonder what you are...
Hello, please state your name and age
Hi my name is Henrietta, and I am nineteen years old.
It says here that you applied for the Procedure, correct?
Y-yes.
Are you aware of that there is a low survival rate?
Yes I am aware of the dangers and consequences.
Then welcome to the Ragdoll Program
Th-Thanks...I think.
love the idea
hate the path
no will, no care
only disappointment
not from me
but those around
no work done
no future
no path
no career
i want to try
but its a simple want
not a real longing
not a thirst, or desire
i wish it was a thirst
i could do well then
i would study
i would achieve
i would show how i can do things
i cant
i self-limit myself
cut myself short
i dont know what to do
i do know that they dont either
im sorry but its too hard for me to try
i cant give a care
why?
its too hard for me
i dont like challenges
i like nothing
why cant i change?
why cant i will myself to change?
why am i me?
do the w
Control
What is it like to have any?
Freedom to run like a child
Gone
Do anything to make you feel it
Not be under it
But to have it
Where is it?
Sit there in your locked cage
Like a song bird with a master
It sings to me just out of reach
Like chains restricting you from living
Until they deem you worthy
Please, Please I need it!
You might think you have it
Yet, there is someone more than you
Want it desperately
Hold it tightly to your skin
Yet it still slips through your fingers
Let it hug you falsely everyday
Please be real
Try to keep your life tightly
Until it's gone
And you spiral forever
No! Please may I have
A ship sailing, hiding from treacherous waters.
A slippery grave that can hold the beams of the moon,
and it shades the darkest of paths.
A ravaged world hidden behind framed wisps of poetry
Deceiving, hiding true colors.
A canvas of flashes of crimson and gold with streaks of electricity.
A burning song echoing against lonely waves.
Twinkle, twinkle little star...
Faded, glimmering eyes
The cold color drawing one in
How I wonder what you are...
Breaths coming in quick gasps
Passing through ruby stained lips
Up above the world so high...
Porcelain skin so numb
Every sense so blurred
Like a diamond in the sky...
A display for all to see
Haunting whispers floating about
Twinkle, twinkle little star...
Whole existance trapped
Soul locked inside far away
How I wonder what you are...
Hello, please state your name and age
Hi my name is Henrietta, and I am nineteen years old.
It says here that you applied for the Procedure, correct?
Y-yes.
Are you aware of that there is a low survival rate?
Yes I am aware of the dangers and consequences.
Then welcome to the Ragdoll Program
Th-Thanks...I think.
love the idea
hate the path
no will, no care
only disappointment
not from me
but those around
no work done
no future
no path
no career
i want to try
but its a simple want
not a real longing
not a thirst, or desire
i wish it was a thirst
i could do well then
i would study
i would achieve
i would show how i can do things
i cant
i self-limit myself
cut myself short
i dont know what to do
i do know that they dont either
im sorry but its too hard for me to try
i cant give a care
why?
its too hard for me
i dont like challenges
i like nothing
why cant i change?
why cant i will myself to change?
why am i me?
do the w
Hello, my name's Elle. I love music and my favorite bands are random things, really no idea now. Wtf happened but oh well. And I really don't know what to say...
So I forgot I had this thing completely hi. Now I feel awkward. So much has changed personally and shit is just getting weirder. Hi.
Now even awkwarder there are two cats in front of me failing at having sex....what...